压抑

我不被允许思念

直至下一次崩溃

=)

既然那是属于三年前的幸福

我想我不配拥有

总是会有那么的一个人

让你十分想念

我总会在最难过的时候

大声地笑了出来

为何人生总在上演着无聊的戏码

我也忘了为什么会哭

我哭红了眼眶叫你不要走

你却无言以对然后离开

我声嘶力竭而你渐行渐远

最难过的时候总会过去

用尽力气把遗憾的泪哭干

天亮了以后我会把你忘记

爱情

即使现在我拥有了全世界

也无法回到你爱着我的那天

Future

finally i have made my decision to move on. when is your turn?

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it is the hardest part when another party avoids to get into the topic that should be discussed. counting down and there is no much time left yet there is no consensus that can bring things into a conclusion. seemingly there is no way to achieve the mutual agreement as the proper communication is not done. i know the reason why my parents are eluding this issue for the past few weeks but if compromise could not be made, i cannot make any decision.. sigh.