爱情

即使现在我拥有了全世界

也无法回到你爱着我的那天

Future

finally i have made my decision to move on. when is your turn?

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it is the hardest part when another party avoids to get into the topic that should be discussed. counting down and there is no much time left yet there is no consensus that can bring things into a conclusion. seemingly there is no way to achieve the mutual agreement as the proper communication is not done. i know the reason why my parents are eluding this issue for the past few weeks but if compromise could not be made, i cannot make any decision.. sigh.

两年

我需要你给的勇气

用来支撑没有你的夜

其实我知道

你也需要我所有的勇气

来支撑我不在的夜

幸运儿

嘿

你知道吗

我是全世界最幸福的人

因为遇见了你

我会尝试习惯没有你的夜

打勾勾

如果有一天我离开了

可以请你不要伤心吗

因为这样我会很难过

我答应你

我一定会再回来

当我想你的时候

我的人生惊喜连连

因为一路上有你

谢谢你

约定

在你离开我生命的那一天

我会用力告诉自己不要哭

邂逅

、

我努力把每次约定记起

只为了若干年后遇见你

Happy Birthday

1 cardigan

2 movies

3 bear bricks

4 days

5 celebrations

this is what i have in my 2010 bday

i really appreciate it a lot

thank you :)

你呢

如今我愿意相信

你都不在

纸飞机

我的心在不知觉中

导向了你

hug

总是会有这样的一个人

你会想和他一辈子拥抱

Departure

在飞机起飞的那一刻 我的心

也跟着划出了一道长长的伤痕

有没有

你 有沒有愛過我
有沒有想過我
有沒有 有沒有 也會有一點心動的時候
但是說不出口
有沒有 後悔 還是只有我

思念

我们天空何时才能成一片

沉默

最近在喧闹的人群中

总会不经意地沉默下来

我知道我的心

开始想你了

如果我的选择是离开

当初如果是我亲自选择放弃选择离开
我会对于自己所作的决定负上所有的责任
更会坦荡荡面对及承担我摧毁当初的一切后果
因为我也看不起我那吃回头草的懦弱和掩饰
更因为我当初不懂得珍惜而现在却想挽回而觉得可笑

只要我选择离开，你不会挽留，我也不再回来
但倘若我真的觉悟真的放不下，却已经来不及挽回什么

再见

我怕我没有机会

跟你说一声再见
因为也许(就)再也见不到你
明天我要离开
熟悉的地方的你
要分离
我眼泪就掉下去
我会牢牢记住你的脸
我会珍惜你给的思恋
这些日子在我心中
永远都不会抹去
我不能答应你
我是否会再回来
不回头
不回头的走下去

*把遗憾的眼泪哭尽

告诉自己天亮了以后

要将你忘记

温度

将100˚C 的回忆

放入0˚C的心里

始终不比

37˚C手心来得温暖…

*往事会被记得多久

又有谁不被谁遗忘

捉迷藏

我爬上了最高的山峰

找不到你

我潜到最深的海底

还是没见到你

你在哪里?

我们不要玩了

你说好不好

在你不见的那一晚

我曾疯了似的找你

Music box

Making melody in your heart

I do

若我有回头捉着你的勇气

请不要嘲笑我的无知

这是因为我真的在乎

左三年 右三年

好想回到那一年

你的手 我的心

蓝的天 还有

那首歌

爱情

你爱我 我不爱你

你不爱我 我爱你

为何人总是沉溺在失而复得的游戏

然后无法自拔

黑

我梦见了小宇

在没有谁的森林里

天空降下了许多黑色气球

而我也清楚地看见小宇的笑容

思念

置身于伸手不见五指的剧院里

四周的黑暗肆虐地将我吞噬着

不安的情绪油然而生

慌张的眼神到处搜寻

直至见到了你

我不晓得这一份感动能维持多久

至少这一刻我真的不想把它忘掉..

#11

new pet~

无题

我筑起了一道墙

一道很高很高的墙

墙的另一角藏着重要的东西

一个我很想保护的东西

经过岁月的洗礼

这件事情逐渐被淡忘

然后不再被记起

直到今天

赫然地想起

跨过了墙到另一边

才讽刺地发现

被遗忘的原来就是...

同情心

Lame

like this shirt, but decided not to buy it

coz can see nipple!

LOL

New collection

New family member! =)

421am

愿赌服输..

SG trip 2010

had a nice trip in SG.
i really enjoyed it a lot. =)

Weekend

drove back to semenyih yesterday. this decision was being made so spontaneously (guess i was just missing semenyih too much ;p) cant believe that it has already been a year since i last visited this small town... time passed in the blink of an eye!
it was not really the best time to visit friends in semenyih as they are currently struggling with the final yet toughest paper. luckily siput jye was there. ;p thanks to pig ling for bringing us so much fun though she is in uk right now. haha. guess what, she came online when we talked about her and never thought that she would be playing msn right at that time as this pig should probably stay "coma" in her bed! lol. what a coincidence. pig... please keep your room clean at all time!
we had our dinner in the campus as "someone" (probably pk ;p) suggested to buy kfc and eat in UNIM. we could hardly find a proper dining area coz of dizzling rain as our original plan was to have dinner in amphitheater. we ended up eating in B block. LOL. we went to amphitheater after dinner. was lying down and chatted with liangming and gang. omg... i am seriously missing this so much!!! we used to chat in the middle of the night! then we strolled around the lake and took some pics. i still remember that this is the first thing ever done in the uni and yet it is the last too... =)
it is worth spending quality of time with bunch of good friends. good luck in the final paper!

Bali 2010

The magnificent scenery was just too awesome.
=)

near miss...

was awakened by a thundering shout early in the sunday morning. mom was yelling for help as grandma fainted down and hit onto the ground. she was not really conscious and unable to move even a step forward from the position where she was.

without any second thought, bro and i carried her into the car and sent her to the hospital.

while we were on our way to the hospital, she could not sit properly so half of her body was leaning on my shoulder. when i was holding her hands, i was shocked as they were so cold. i tried to rub her hands in order to keep them warm... it may sound useless but that was the only thing i could do at that moment.

right after we arrived at the hospital, doc had done regular checkup and found out that her glucose level was way too low than normal.

fortunately she is now getting better after treated with intravenous glucose. however, she has to stay in the hospital under the observation for several days as doc said her glucose level is now overshooting the normal level (she is a diabetic). how contradictory this is... gosh.

anyhow, mom says that grandma will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow. :) god bless

KTM i love you

this blog is specially dedicated to the KTM service in Malaysia.
Yes, to you, fucking ktm!
the train services have been so horrendously retarded. i was just too naive to have thought that the services have been improved as i didnt take ktm for several months, while in fact it is not. spending hours in waiting for a train is seriously not funny at all.
don't they have constant maintenance from time to time? if they do, why are there so many disruptions during train operational hours?
i reckon the people are just too used to this problem as it is seriously too common. i really wonder why there is no improvement at all after so many years.
it has been years for people to shout this problem out yet it has not been resolved.
Malaysia Boleh! Kerertapi Tanah Melayu Boleh!

回忆

我试着很努力地去回想在大学的日子
却怎样都无法将零星的片断接驳起来

因为回忆太多
我无从说起

I feel "home" =)