a letter to heaven

grandma used to ask me: 

"would you take care of me when i am old?"

i used to say yes and she would always return me a gracious smile. 

she will then say:

"dont think i have the chance"

"why?"

"because I will be very old by that time.."

those were the times when i was a kid and could still sit on her lap. 

it has been more than a year since grandma left us, but i still miss her everyday.

before she has gone,

she taught me how to love a person selflessly.

after she has gone,

she taught me how to appreciate things that i have.

ah ma..

if i had the chance to hold your hand again, i will tell you everyday how much i love you.